Thursday, August 26, 2010
Im proud of my
consistency of my updates on tumblr, twitter (sorta) and blogspot! (: Ugh fuck, school starts in how many days?! I'm not too excited. Right now, I should be sleeping, but I just can't. I still haven't gone school shopping for makeup and clothes, and I am in need of a bag. Actually, I have enough bags, but not enough to satisfy me. And I'm waiting to get my Nikon D5000, and then new shoes. Well, I don't really know what to say today cause today, I literally sat on my lazy ass for the whole day watching tv and eating popsicles. Wow, my life sucks. Well hopefully I get my ass off the couch and start studying and stuff...
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
What a fucken bust!
School's starting soon, and I'm not prepared, that's for sure. I'm so bored of life, I don't even know how I'm supposed to live it to my fullest. I want to move! Far, far away. Okay, scratch my last post. I don't even want a boy to begin with. Why? Because our differences fuck things up every single time. There was no time that I had to freedom to even actually give a shit about my relationships, cus I don't think none of my boyfriends even liked me, LOL. Sad shit. But anyways, I've always wanted to perfect boyfriend, ever since the last one. But then if I come to think of it, how the hell would I get a boyfriend when everyone just runs their mouths about me and goes off telling everyone some random shit about me? The guys just agree, but they can't back their shit up! -_- Ugh whatever. I'm currently just pulling myself back from falling hard for someone. i've got to admit, this one was not a keeper ;) Agh, fuhreals. What should I do. I'm kind of excited for school, but I always regret saying that, hah. Well this is a nice way to start blogging again. I love blog posts. I read everyones, no lie!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Survey with the bestfriend
OLD OLD survey! But re-doing it with the bestfriend.
Do you like anyone?
C: I don't knoww for sure.
G: Yeah.
Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much, or I love you more than anything?
C&G: I love you more than anything!
Does it piss you off that stupid sixth graders think they're in love?
C: Yeah, it's pretty sad.
G: Yeaaah
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfect?
C: hahah yeup.
G: I don't knowwww
Who was the last person to call you and why?
C: Jung Jeong cus of something ;)
G: Johnny because I couldn't wake upp! (:
Anything good happening tomorrow?
C: hah, honestly I don't knoww.
G: lol, i don't know yet
Do you know anyone who's done ecstasy?
C: yeeeup
G: yeahhh
What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
C: Hmm.. idr
G: what's going on.. LOL
Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
C: Hah, idk
G: I don't know (Claire says.. YES)
Are you a slut?
C: Nope LOL
G: Nooo
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
C: Nope... Well sorta ... that's why I had summerschool ROFL
G: No
What's more important to you: good grades or having fun?
C: Both
G: Good grades! cus I can't have fun without getting good grades
Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
C: yeah, I guess
G: Yeahh
Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
C: LOL no
G: No
Who is your number one person on your top friends?
C: Gabbs
G: Johnny
Have you gotten a detention this year?
C: Nope
G: No hehe
Are you happy right now?
C: Nope
G: Tired as hell
Did you have a dream last night?
C: i think so
G: ummm no
Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
C: Nope
G: I think so, I don't know yet
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
C: It depends on the song
G: LOUD
Last time you had a headache?
C: Uhhh recent..
G: Like a week ago
Do you have any nicknames?
C: Clairebear.
G: Yeah, huevo gobby gabbsters gabbs huevs
Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are?
C: all the time
G: Yeahh
Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
C: After I get braces
G: Nope
If you had to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
C: blue black again.. Although I have it right now
G: Dark brownn
If you had to get another piercing (not ears) what would you get?
C: Lips, belly
G: nose
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
C: Yeeuppp!
G: yeahhh
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
C: Sometimes.
G: Depends who it is
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
C: yeuppppp!
G: Yeahhhh
What's annoying you?
C: I don't know.
G: School -_-
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
C: NOPE
G: yes!
If you ever wanna live to see another day, and you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
C: haha, maybee
G: yeah I would
How important is a sense of humor in a significant other?
C: Very
G: Really important!
Last December, what was your love life like?
C: Uh, I think single
G: The same
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
C: Sure.
G: yeah
What do you think of girls who say fuck, or cunt?
C: Idgaf
G: If they say cunt, then that's kiidna weird.
Lost a best friend recently?
C: Nope
G: No
Do you think relationships are hard?
C: Yeahhhhhh freaaakk
G: YEAHHH
Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Yes.
C: yeaaahhh HAHA
G: yeahhhh
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
C: everything.
G: that they're not as truthful
What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
both.
C: emotional leads to physical.
G: Both
Are you good at keeping in touch with people?
C: ehhhh, sure.
G: depends on who it is
Do you go on myspace everyday?
C: Nope
G: Hmmm, every other day
What would you do if your ex came to you and said 'i hate you'?
C: hahah, that's nothing compared to what he's done
G: I don't have an ex!
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
C: yeahhhh
G: Yes
Are you missing anyone?
C: sure.
G: Yaaa
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
C: I forgot.
G: My bumps
Have you made any new regrets this year?
C: Yeup
G: Yeahhh
Is anyone else in the room with you?
C&G: Nope
How do you feel right now?
C: Ehhh...
G: Depressed
Does anyone call you babe?
C: yeah
G: Yaaa
Do you have plans for this weekend?
C: Idk, hopefully
G: Get last minute school supplies
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
C: ehh, i don't think so
G: No
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
C: nope
G: No
What were you doing at 7:00 am?
C: Sleeping
G: Snoring hahaha (what a snorlax)
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
C: Not alot hah.
G: (she's actually counting ROFL) TEN
Do you know anyone that has been arrested?
C: Yuppp
G: Yeahhh
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
C: Way back
G: When I started high school
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
C: Forever 21
G: I'M NOT WEARING A SHIRT LOL
Last thing you touched not computer-related?
C: Phone
G: My hideous sin
What's your biggest concern?
C: how fuggs I am and wanting a boyfriend and college and sat
G: What I'm going to do with my life
Other than surveying, what are you doing right now?
C: Being tired as hell
G: Putting medicine on
Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
C: Depends on the person
G: No
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
C: beforeee
G: before
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
C: KTFO
G: Snoring even LOUDER haahah
Are you a patient person?
C: i try
G: No
When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
C: Someone
G: I want someone... if I'm sick, I'd probably want to be alone
Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
C: yeup
G: Ummm, no
Have you cried this week?
C: Nope
G: No, but my eyes water
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
C: I forget
G: Turn on my fan
Do you think you are a good person?
C: Haha, nah. I'm a BAMF
G: ya, hah
What does your last incoming text message say?
C: I deleted it LOL
G: It says, "You promise"
Will you sleep alone tonight?
C: yeup
G: Yupp
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
C: yeah, but whatever happens, happens
G: ya
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
C: nopee
G: No
Ever kissed a Casey, Tyler, Ryan, Jordan or Colton?
C: Yeup
G: Nope
Are you excited for anything?
C: Nope
G: No
Did you like anyone last summer?
C: yeahhh
G: Yeah
Have you kissed someone in '09 that means a lot to you?
C: Eh, I don't know if he's worth it anymore
G: yaaa
Do you like anyone?
C: I don't knoww for sure.
G: Yeah.
Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much, or I love you more than anything?
C&G: I love you more than anything!
Does it piss you off that stupid sixth graders think they're in love?
C: Yeah, it's pretty sad.
G: Yeaaah
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfect?
C: hahah yeup.
G: I don't knowwww
Who was the last person to call you and why?
C: Jung Jeong cus of something ;)
G: Johnny because I couldn't wake upp! (:
Anything good happening tomorrow?
C: hah, honestly I don't knoww.
G: lol, i don't know yet
Do you know anyone who's done ecstasy?
C: yeeeup
G: yeahhh
What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
C: Hmm.. idr
G: what's going on.. LOL
Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
C: Hah, idk
G: I don't know (Claire says.. YES)
Are you a slut?
C: Nope LOL
G: Nooo
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
C: Nope... Well sorta ... that's why I had summerschool ROFL
G: No
What's more important to you: good grades or having fun?
C: Both
G: Good grades! cus I can't have fun without getting good grades
Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
C: yeah, I guess
G: Yeahh
Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
C: LOL no
G: No
Who is your number one person on your top friends?
C: Gabbs
G: Johnny
Have you gotten a detention this year?
C: Nope
G: No hehe
Are you happy right now?
C: Nope
G: Tired as hell
Did you have a dream last night?
C: i think so
G: ummm no
Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
C: Nope
G: I think so, I don't know yet
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
C: It depends on the song
G: LOUD
Last time you had a headache?
C: Uhhh recent..
G: Like a week ago
Do you have any nicknames?
C: Clairebear.
G: Yeah, huevo gobby gabbsters gabbs huevs
Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are?
C: all the time
G: Yeahh
Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
C: After I get braces
G: Nope
If you had to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
C: blue black again.. Although I have it right now
G: Dark brownn
If you had to get another piercing (not ears) what would you get?
C: Lips, belly
G: nose
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
C: Yeeuppp!
G: yeahhh
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
C: Sometimes.
G: Depends who it is
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
C: yeuppppp!
G: Yeahhhh
What's annoying you?
C: I don't know.
G: School -_-
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
C: NOPE
G: yes!
If you ever wanna live to see another day, and you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
C: haha, maybee
G: yeah I would
How important is a sense of humor in a significant other?
C: Very
G: Really important!
Last December, what was your love life like?
C: Uh, I think single
G: The same
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
C: Sure.
G: yeah
What do you think of girls who say fuck, or cunt?
C: Idgaf
G: If they say cunt, then that's kiidna weird.
Lost a best friend recently?
C: Nope
G: No
Do you think relationships are hard?
C: Yeahhhhhh freaaakk
G: YEAHHH
Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Yes.
C: yeaaahhh HAHA
G: yeahhhh
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
C: everything.
G: that they're not as truthful
What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
both.
C: emotional leads to physical.
G: Both
Are you good at keeping in touch with people?
C: ehhhh, sure.
G: depends on who it is
Do you go on myspace everyday?
C: Nope
G: Hmmm, every other day
What would you do if your ex came to you and said 'i hate you'?
C: hahah, that's nothing compared to what he's done
G: I don't have an ex!
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
C: yeahhhh
G: Yes
Are you missing anyone?
C: sure.
G: Yaaa
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
C: I forgot.
G: My bumps
Have you made any new regrets this year?
C: Yeup
G: Yeahhh
Is anyone else in the room with you?
C&G: Nope
How do you feel right now?
C: Ehhh...
G: Depressed
Does anyone call you babe?
C: yeah
G: Yaaa
Do you have plans for this weekend?
C: Idk, hopefully
G: Get last minute school supplies
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
C: ehh, i don't think so
G: No
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
C: nope
G: No
What were you doing at 7:00 am?
C: Sleeping
G: Snoring hahaha (what a snorlax)
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
C: Not alot hah.
G: (she's actually counting ROFL) TEN
Do you know anyone that has been arrested?
C: Yuppp
G: Yeahhh
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
C: Way back
G: When I started high school
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
C: Forever 21
G: I'M NOT WEARING A SHIRT LOL
Last thing you touched not computer-related?
C: Phone
G: My hideous sin
What's your biggest concern?
C: how fuggs I am and wanting a boyfriend and college and sat
G: What I'm going to do with my life
Other than surveying, what are you doing right now?
C: Being tired as hell
G: Putting medicine on
Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
C: Depends on the person
G: No
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
C: beforeee
G: before
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
C: KTFO
G: Snoring even LOUDER haahah
Are you a patient person?
C: i try
G: No
When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
C: Someone
G: I want someone... if I'm sick, I'd probably want to be alone
Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
C: yeup
G: Ummm, no
Have you cried this week?
C: Nope
G: No, but my eyes water
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
C: I forget
G: Turn on my fan
Do you think you are a good person?
C: Haha, nah. I'm a BAMF
G: ya, hah
What does your last incoming text message say?
C: I deleted it LOL
G: It says, "You promise"
Will you sleep alone tonight?
C: yeup
G: Yupp
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
C: yeah, but whatever happens, happens
G: ya
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
C: nopee
G: No
Ever kissed a Casey, Tyler, Ryan, Jordan or Colton?
C: Yeup
G: Nope
Are you excited for anything?
C: Nope
G: No
Did you like anyone last summer?
C: yeahhh
G: Yeah
Have you kissed someone in '09 that means a lot to you?
C: Eh, I don't know if he's worth it anymore
G: yaaa
I think
Blogspot is amazing! I love tumblr and my twitter but blogspot to me, never get old ;)
Agh, school's coming up next week, and I'm totally not ecstatic about it :/ So I've recently met some new people, and I feel as if I'm growing much more attached, but then again, I won't let myself because I know what this will lead to. The last few days were exciting and extrememly tiring, but I am holding on and trying to live my life to the fullest so that when school starts, I don't regret much! I think now, I have to strive more towards God and to believe in Him more than I used to. And I'm such a hypocrite for saying that everytime and turning my back on Him. Whatevs, so yeah. I'm done updating! It's hard to keep up with everything aghhhhhh! Anyways, I'm going to start updating more about everything, including the mysterious guy, who's not so mysterious. FYI I don't like him -_-
Agh, school's coming up next week, and I'm totally not ecstatic about it :/ So I've recently met some new people, and I feel as if I'm growing much more attached, but then again, I won't let myself because I know what this will lead to. The last few days were exciting and extrememly tiring, but I am holding on and trying to live my life to the fullest so that when school starts, I don't regret much! I think now, I have to strive more towards God and to believe in Him more than I used to. And I'm such a hypocrite for saying that everytime and turning my back on Him. Whatevs, so yeah. I'm done updating! It's hard to keep up with everything aghhhhhh! Anyways, I'm going to start updating more about everything, including the mysterious guy, who's not so mysterious. FYI I don't like him -_-
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Just something I've grabbed from someone.
A
- Available: Yeeeees
- Age: 16 in a month
- Annoyance: Bitches who can't keep their shit real & People who are inconsiderate
- Animal: Dogs and Kittens!
B
- Birthday: September 21
- Body part on opposite sex: Arms and abs
- Best weather: Sunny weather, but with some wind
- Been on stage?: Yeah, for dance and choir
- Believe in God: Yeah, although I can't say I'm the best Christian out there
C
- Candy: Sour Patch Kids!
- Color: Black, grey, and blue I guess
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexican fsho
- Cake or pie: Cake
- Cheese: Great
D
- Day or Night: Depends
- Dance in the rain?: Ehhh, not really into rain.
E
- Eggs: Huevo!
- Eyes: Brown
- Ever failed a class?: For like three months LOL
F
- First crush: He was fuggs
- First thoughts waking up: Aw man.
- Food: Depends on my mood
- Fruit: Strawberries and apples
G
- Greatest fear: Bad changes, death, causing shit
- Goals: Be the person that God has chosen for me to be
H
- Hair color: Almost black with red in them
- Height: 5’4”
- Happy: Could be better
- Holiday: Halloween and Christmas
- How do you want to die: Either in sleep or like fast and painless.
I
- Ice cream: jamoca
- Instrument: The piano, and the flute. -_-
J
- Jewelry: Earrings, necklaces, bangles
- Job: I tutor sometimes, now... it's rare.
K
- Kids: Too young
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing
- Keep a journal: yeah, but gave up years ago
L
- Love: the friends, esp the bestfriend, family that supports me whenever, God, who created me & Disneyland.
M
- Milk flavor: Just normal or banana is fine
- Movie: Toy Story series, UP, Alvin and the Chipmunks
- Mooned anyone: Yeah
- Marriage: Sooner or later
- Motion sickness: nope
N
- Number of siblings: 2
- Number of piercings: 4 on one ear, and 3 on the other and more to come
- Number: 3
O
- Overused Phrases: "Uh." "wtf" "coolbeanz"
- One wish: Changes made to me and to change what I've done in the past
P
- Place you’d like to live: The city, or near a beach
- Perfect Pizza: Cheese
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
R
- Reason to cry: Sad stufffffffff
- Reality T.V.: LOL its so entertaining but stupid
- Radio station: KIISfm I guess
- Roll your tongue in a circle: I suck at the circle thing
- Ring Size: 7
S
- Song: Have a few.
- Shoe size: 7
- Salad dressing: Ranch or some vingerette
- Sushi: OMG I love sushi
- Skipped school: Haha I wish
- Sing well?: Hahah I've been told so but I disagree strongly
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both
T
- Time for bed: 3/4 in the morning
- Thunderstorms: Whatevs
- TV: I rarely watch tv
U
- Unpredictable: I guess
V
- Vacation spot: Hm, I'd like to go out of the country or to Miami/Hawaii/NY
W
- Weakness: Nice and the finer things in life.
- Wanted to be a model: never
- Who makes you laugh the most: the bestfriend and the friends
- Worst weather: too hot to breathe or too cold to go out
X
- X-rays: I have had alot of x-rays done.
Y
- Year it is now: 2010
Z
- Zoo animal: Tigers and bears!
- Zodiac sign: Virgo
- Available: Yeeeees
- Age: 16 in a month
- Annoyance: Bitches who can't keep their shit real & People who are inconsiderate
- Animal: Dogs and Kittens!
B
- Birthday: September 21
- Body part on opposite sex: Arms and abs
- Best weather: Sunny weather, but with some wind
- Been on stage?: Yeah, for dance and choir
- Believe in God: Yeah, although I can't say I'm the best Christian out there
C
- Candy: Sour Patch Kids!
- Color: Black, grey, and blue I guess
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexican fsho
- Cake or pie: Cake
- Cheese: Great
D
- Day or Night: Depends
- Dance in the rain?: Ehhh, not really into rain.
E
- Eggs: Huevo!
- Eyes: Brown
- Ever failed a class?: For like three months LOL
F
- First crush: He was fuggs
- First thoughts waking up: Aw man.
- Food: Depends on my mood
- Fruit: Strawberries and apples
G
- Greatest fear: Bad changes, death, causing shit
- Goals: Be the person that God has chosen for me to be
H
- Hair color: Almost black with red in them
- Height: 5’4”
- Happy: Could be better
- Holiday: Halloween and Christmas
- How do you want to die: Either in sleep or like fast and painless.
I
- Ice cream: jamoca
- Instrument: The piano, and the flute. -_-
J
- Jewelry: Earrings, necklaces, bangles
- Job: I tutor sometimes, now... it's rare.
K
- Kids: Too young
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing
- Keep a journal: yeah, but gave up years ago
L
- Love: the friends, esp the bestfriend, family that supports me whenever, God, who created me & Disneyland.
M
- Milk flavor: Just normal or banana is fine
- Movie: Toy Story series, UP, Alvin and the Chipmunks
- Mooned anyone: Yeah
- Marriage: Sooner or later
- Motion sickness: nope
N
- Number of siblings: 2
- Number of piercings: 4 on one ear, and 3 on the other and more to come
- Number: 3
O
- Overused Phrases: "Uh." "wtf" "coolbeanz"
- One wish: Changes made to me and to change what I've done in the past
P
- Place you’d like to live: The city, or near a beach
- Perfect Pizza: Cheese
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
R
- Reason to cry: Sad stufffffffff
- Reality T.V.: LOL its so entertaining but stupid
- Radio station: KIISfm I guess
- Roll your tongue in a circle: I suck at the circle thing
- Ring Size: 7
S
- Song: Have a few.
- Shoe size: 7
- Salad dressing: Ranch or some vingerette
- Sushi: OMG I love sushi
- Skipped school: Haha I wish
- Sing well?: Hahah I've been told so but I disagree strongly
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both
T
- Time for bed: 3/4 in the morning
- Thunderstorms: Whatevs
- TV: I rarely watch tv
U
- Unpredictable: I guess
V
- Vacation spot: Hm, I'd like to go out of the country or to Miami/Hawaii/NY
W
- Weakness: Nice and the finer things in life.
- Wanted to be a model: never
- Who makes you laugh the most: the bestfriend and the friends
- Worst weather: too hot to breathe or too cold to go out
X
- X-rays: I have had alot of x-rays done.
Y
- Year it is now: 2010
Z
- Zoo animal: Tigers and bears!
- Zodiac sign: Virgo
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