OTAY

So I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this boy. I really don't. I don't like him, but I don't dislike him either. But I don't want to be friends with him. Hm, I don't really care right now. I have better things to care about than stupid boys who can't even treat a girl right. weeeell, today, I went to Irvine Spectrum with Gabby and Alyssa and we had fun. I'll have spectrum pictures asap (: but these are just other crappp.

I feel as if

I'm moved to another scene. Wellll, I'm at Gabby's, reminiscing our summer memories together. I don't know what we're going to do, but we're still thinking through it. If the same exact summer with the same contents came again, what will I do this time? Would I be able to handle it again? I honestly don't know. Wellllll, I should be getting ready... I don't even know where we'd end up tho. Hahha, I still miss summer.

Hm

I've been skipping the blog! I am too lazy, or as people say, busy, to get on and update! Well, yeah. These past few weeks, I've been taking my mind off of men, drama, focus, just everything. I know that makes me sound so irresponsible, but it made me realize how capable I am of doing everything I am handling every single day. I lack love, I am full of selfishness. But honestly, I just feel like, I'm getting closer and closer to the Bible every day. So cheesy, but true. I cannot trust anyone around here. Pretty much a secret.. I always thought best friends were there for a reason, but truthfully, you can't trust nobody. Hehehehe. Christmas here I come! I'm not even ready but listening to the holiday music puts me into a goooood mood (: I miss the old days, where I was around my old friends. I miss PARKS kids! Ugh screw Troy. I want Sunny Hills :( And I'm really trying these days, although I'm still a badass ;) Well. I'm sleeping. I'm running about.. three or four miles tomorrow with Gabrielle <3. And then workout! It sounds harsh, but dance has pretty much covered it all. Yay. Byeee