Hm,

So yeah, I'm off into deep thoughts for tonight. I remember, when like, I used to like this boy, and like everything. Well, people are saying that I was "toying him around" but that's not true. I really really liked him, and I've been waiting forever for him, but like, he never asked me, so I gave up. That doesn't mean I was TOYING him around -.- Ugh whatevs I guess. Sooooo, I'm like talking to Beanz over the phone right now, and he was singing and everything. Well, yeah. Wtf seriously. I'm so mad. WHAT THE HELLLLL. Well, I'm done and sick of it too. Please let me leaaaveeeeeee.

OTAY

So I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this boy. I really don't. I don't like him, but I don't dislike him either. But I don't want to be friends with him. Hm, I don't really care right now. I have better things to care about than stupid boys who can't even treat a girl right. weeeell, today, I went to Irvine Spectrum with Gabby and Alyssa and we had fun. I'll have spectrum pictures asap (: but these are just other crappp.

I feel as if

I'm moved to another scene. Wellll, I'm at Gabby's, reminiscing our summer memories together. I don't know what we're going to do, but we're still thinking through it. If the same exact summer with the same contents came again, what will I do this time? Would I be able to handle it again? I honestly don't know. Wellllll, I should be getting ready... I don't even know where we'd end up tho. Hahha, I still miss summer.