Hm

I've been skipping the blog! I am too lazy, or as people say, busy, to get on and update! Well, yeah. These past few weeks, I've been taking my mind off of men, drama, focus, just everything. I know that makes me sound so irresponsible, but it made me realize how capable I am of doing everything I am handling every single day. I lack love, I am full of selfishness. But honestly, I just feel like, I'm getting closer and closer to the Bible every day. So cheesy, but true. I cannot trust anyone around here. Pretty much a secret.. I always thought best friends were there for a reason, but truthfully, you can't trust nobody. Hehehehe. Christmas here I come! I'm not even ready but listening to the holiday music puts me into a goooood mood (: I miss the old days, where I was around my old friends. I miss PARKS kids! Ugh screw Troy. I want Sunny Hills :( And I'm really trying these days, although I'm still a badass ;) Well. I'm sleeping. I'm running about.. three or four miles tomorrow with Gabrielle <3. And then workout! It sounds harsh, but dance has pretty much covered it all. Yay. Byeee