Apparantly,

I'm wanting Gabby to sleepover my house... Hopefully she can (:
& My contacts FINALLY came. Thanks mommy for getting them for me.

Anyways, I took this off of Chris Kim's thinggyy and I sort of liked it.

Ten Things I CAN say about different people.

1. You. You turned my life around 180 degrees. Even though you're in a far away place.. Well hours away in a different state, I know that the three years we've been best friends have changed me. You took me for who I truly am, and even though I messed up so many times in our bff relationship, you forgave and forget, like a real friend. You know how to comfort me, and we were always there for each other. I know that one day, we'll see each other again. But seriously, I truly thank you for every single thing you've done for me. You made most my junior high years.


2. You're truly a great cousin to me. You've given me the strength to do many things in life. I was able to give my heart up to God, even though I am a constant sinner, and know that you'd still be there for me when I give up. Thanks so much. I've known you way too long! My whole life, literally. I know that we've grown in two separate paths, but I hope that you lead your life into great success and use your great knowledge and leadership to teach other about ... well whatever you need to do ;)
Thankyou sooooo freaking much!

3. Uhhh.. Hm. I don't know what to say about you. I've known you like a brother, and I know that this past year has broken us apart. First, it gave me a really big impact, but I know that this has all happened for a good reason, and I know that God has something planned for us in return.. But you're still selfish and unreasonable. I think you're very disrespectful and weak. You're still going to be the skinny little twig I've always known for the rest of my life. Life will be slightly different, but I know we'll be able to get past that.

4. You're really hard to comprehend. I think you're very difficult and you make my bestfriend's life harder. I really hope to see changes and more respect to your gf. Please stop giving her your vulnerability. &You're lame.

5. You've taught me so well over the years. I know it's hard to pay attention to what you need to truly tell me and advise me, but in the end, I know I have gained much interest of all the useful words. Thankyou.

6. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU SO MUCH. My words nor actions can truly describe how thankful I am for you.

7. I know we don't really talk as much as we want to anymore, and I'm sorry for that. I know I'm supposed to be by your side at all times, but I think it's just hard for that to occur. I still love you and you're always going to stay as one of my closest friends. Thanks so much for always understanding me. I will never forget our DRAMA hahaa. Crying on a school bench together, trying to improve our friendships and promising that we won't fight over a guy ever again. hahaha, I love you. DANCER.

8. We're like weird friends hahah. I love talking to you, because you seem interested in what I'm saying. I know gossiping is so bad, and I repent as much as I can but our late night conversations and video messages make my day haha. Thanks, I wish we'd be good friends for like..ever haha!

9. I'm sorry. I know how you felt now. There are some major changes.. And I wish I can turn back in time. I regret everything, and I would never use you or anything. Sorry, and thanks for everything. Your effort made me realize so much about you. I know how caring you are and it hurts me that I've lost you.

10. BMAFFL! OH MY GOD. I don't even know where to start. It just started one summer day. I'm so happy. I get to share every single thing with you and you made me realize how trustworthy a friend can be. I thank God for bringing you into my life, every single day. Thanks for being a really really really supportive friend. Your truths can hurt sometimes, but it's okay, in the end, it really helps me. I still dislike your boyfriend, but as long as you're happy, so am I. You give crappy advice but it's okay. I appreciate everything you've done. and I love hanging out with you and your mother (: Thanks cutie! You're the best thing that's ever happened to me yet! hahahaha, I know you love me too. And don't cry againn.... (:

9 Things about Myself :

1. I can get extremely sensitive.

2. I blunt and say whatever I think

3. I honestly don't give about what others say about me.

4. I have OCD

5. I am selfish and rude.

6. I am nice.

7. I get dissappointed easily.

8. I get interested in reading The Bible.

9. I've been dancing for 11 years now.

Seven Things that have Crossed My Mind Lately :

1. Should I go on Swim Team this year?

2. I miss my carefree life.

3. How am I supposed to manage my time?

4. Future?

5. Finals! -.-

6. When will I die?

7. How should I start all this...

Six Things I do before I fall asleep :

1. Face wash, mask, brush my teeth, leave in hair conditioner.

2. Hook up my phone.

3. Play a game.

4. QT

5. Read a book

6. Clean my room.

Four People Who Mean Alot to Me :

1. Ma famille

2. Bestfren

3. Friends

4. Dance Teachers/Instructors

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now :

1. H&M Longsleeve

2. Skinny Jeans

3. Belt

4. Studs

One Confession :

I took an exam and didn't turn the scantron part in...
I got a 90% .

Hm,

So yeah, I'm off into deep thoughts for tonight. I remember, when like, I used to like this boy, and like everything. Well, people are saying that I was "toying him around" but that's not true. I really really liked him, and I've been waiting forever for him, but like, he never asked me, so I gave up. That doesn't mean I was TOYING him around -.- Ugh whatevs I guess. Sooooo, I'm like talking to Beanz over the phone right now, and he was singing and everything. Well, yeah. Wtf seriously. I'm so mad. WHAT THE HELLLLL. Well, I'm done and sick of it too. Please let me leaaaveeeeeee.

OTAY

So I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this boy. I really don't. I don't like him, but I don't dislike him either. But I don't want to be friends with him. Hm, I don't really care right now. I have better things to care about than stupid boys who can't even treat a girl right. weeeell, today, I went to Irvine Spectrum with Gabby and Alyssa and we had fun. I'll have spectrum pictures asap (: but these are just other crappp.

I feel as if

I'm moved to another scene. Wellll, I'm at Gabby's, reminiscing our summer memories together. I don't know what we're going to do, but we're still thinking through it. If the same exact summer with the same contents came again, what will I do this time? Would I be able to handle it again? I honestly don't know. Wellllll, I should be getting ready... I don't even know where we'd end up tho. Hahha, I still miss summer.