Halloween today!

Ugh, I don't know whether I should go to the yacht party, gabby's, or church to help out. Hm, yeah. Well, I need to get ready because I'm going to go shopping for stuff (: homecoming heeels, and some more stuff I need for other stuff. Haha, well, yeah. toooodles.

Finally an internet connection!

It's Thursday, and Lawrence finally asks me. FINALLY. Jeez that asshole was like "I'm buying the ticket before I ask you" -.- This was all planned haha. It was cute. Little dolls in my classes. It got me thinking who it would be. NOTTT! (: Anyways, yeah. Oh! Hope he's not reading this... LOL on Wednesday, I went to Sam Koo's house for community groups. I think I embarrassed myself like... ten times. Well the most embarrassing thing was... I was like, I guess trespassing into his room because I really thought he was on the computer. I promise! And then I went into his room because I haven't been there since like, wow, a while back, then I started reading the card I made him and then LOLLLL he was standing in the doorway staring weirdly at me. GOD so embarrassing! jeeez bad luck these days! Hahah, well, I have to do well in school, and like yeah. I'm still doing hw. I can't believe I'm getting sidetracked. Probably cause the computer is now in my room. hahaha! Well, yeah. I am so tired. Bleehh. wellllll, tooodles! <3


I still miss him.


....................... haha.

@ Gabby's.

I'm cracking up with Gabby. I'm no hater.

but I've also realized.

I couldn't let go of you.





moving.



UGH man suck my tits.

I've realized alot more

about you. well, guess what everyone, we don't fucking live up to everyone else's needs and satisfactions.


FUCK YOU! that just tells me how fucking FAKE you are. One year? Two years? Six years? fuck that! shit, bitches need to giiittt theiiirrr shit straighht. anyways, alot of people drifted away from me this year, and yeah, i've learned my lesson: not to make friends with useless assholes that aren't worth my time. KEEP YOUR SHIT REAL. And esp, don't make friends with fucking PLAYERS. Yeah, I'm fucking talking to you. JEEEZ asshole. Yes. That's my lesson, BAM righhhht therrrre. Anyways, (: Today was an okay day. During the first ten minutes of first period, when I had to perform ballet to teach the class, I freaking popped my knee out of place. OMFG, it was HELLLLLL. weeeellllllll, i popped it back in place and freaked my teacher and class out hahaha.
welll, going to sam's. -.- byeeeeee!


is it possible to bring a long friendship back? or do i just have to deal with an asshole?

Okay

So currently, Edison's Aunt, Sally? Hahah, she's over at my house. I was out at dinner with the Cha family and some other family. She said she's heard "ALOT" about me. hahaa, how cute (: Anyways, yeah. Today is not any better, but today I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU.

weeeelll, i'm going off cause they're talking about my typing skills lol hahaha, omfg weeeeird lol, weeeell udpate later (: toooodles <3

Universal Studios Halloween Horror Nights

So we got in with our preordered tickets, and the first friends we faced was Saw's pighead chainsaw monsters with curly long brunette hair. Then we walked in a little more then we saw the stilt monsters and everything. It was fun looking at different monsters. Then we went to the Simpson's Ride. It was fun, the first time riding on it. Last time I went, I couldnt' get on it because there were way too many people. Then we went on the Tour Tram, and they just dropped us off at the sets of horror movies and The War of the Worlds set. We had to walk and there were monsters everywhere scaring the crap out of everyone. They're definitely not friendly though. Because I asked a monster if I can touch is eyeball that's hanging out and he didn't respond. Asshole. Hahaha, then we went on The Strangers set and it was freaky because the people with the bags over their head was there trying to cut us up. Haha, then we went back to the themepark. Then we watched a show, then went downstairs for The Mummy ride. It was fun hahah. Then the pigs were there again and everything. Then we went to the Saw maze. God, it was disgusting! And it also smelled like crap! It smelled like dead human bodies... not that I know. But yeah (: Then we went everywhere else, even the pornographic show and everything, then yeah. We went back home and I got home at like 1:50 ish and then told my mom stuff that happened there and then yeah. I slept... hahah.
and today hahaha, Gabby was talking about the Korean BBQ, GALBI, and she was like "OH THATS WHY I LOVE IT BECAUSE IT KINDA MATCHES WITH MY NAME!" LOL and yesterdays, "I think I need to wear a dark colored thong just incase I shit my pants at universal" HAHAHAHA anyways, i luhh herr!

ugh

fucking crrrrying.
I hatee this. I want to go somewhere far away.
So no one can find me. I don't even know why this has to happen. And I'm just, like ughhh.

Life is

awfully complicated. Complacent people, lying about their lives, innocent people cajoled by assholes out there, giving up on their opportunities. Broken promises, falsehood, etc. People need to step up to their game and act their own age. Period.

universal horror nights tomorrrow! (:

French Class!

Update!

Hahaha, today was a gloomy day. My favorite type of weather. (:

I'm going to the new Target soon because it's the nearest target from my casa. Lol, shit. I am catching up on school work, because this gay flu has made me stay home. Well, yeah. I'm in an unpleasant mood but I dont' know how to react to it. Argh, do I have to do the manly actions again?! FOR YOU?! maybe lol. hahha, okay, well update later.

I'm gaining

Knowledge and confidence. (:
Yet, I'm still not over it and everything. But I'm finding new routes and adjustments to my life haha. I find myself really humorous, and I find you pathetic as hell! Ugh you. Anyways, today I had good talk with my teachers and I'm looking forward to the rest of the week. Disneyland soon! yay. Volleyball tomorrow and oh! I have so much hw to work on. I am finally realizing the whole Pastor John's idolatry thing. I used to put relationships and dance before anything else, and now it's time I push things back and really study the "gospel" HAHAH. It's weird that would actually come out of my mouth. Now, I'm currently working on my homework. There's SO much to do. I think I need to focus and haha yeahhh. I miss the old days :/ Well, hahaha. I guess past is the past and now is now and I need to make the best out of it now than to dwell on my past mistakes. I am trying to be the happy person I usually am. But sadly, I am on my .. menstral cycleeeeee. shitt -.- well, oh well. hahaha. anyways, back to homework! yayayayay mee! hahaha. <3

byeeeee!

Alive

but dead. This month, is moving month for our family. Either to Diamond Bar, Rowland Heights, or even in Brea/Fullerton area. My mom's always crying, and my dad's never home. I'm just in between waiting for something miraculous to happen. I am sick of all this patience stories and I just want to go somewhere far away. I am dying of sickness. Weeeeeeeellllllll, I'm tired.

Night of October 6th

Not so interesting. And I'm sleeping two hours later than my real curfew so sucks. I'm really tired and I'm finally producing another fever. This is great. And I have school tomorrow ... Ugh. Well, I had a good time webcamming with Hanbin and complaining about how much our convos lag like hell. And I'm trying to put a good face for tomorrow so I don't get all cranky. Checking to see if all my homework's done and good to go to sleep. Well, goodnight readers. Goodnight weird people. Goodnight .. hahaha. Bye.

Okay,

my absences of two days from school is killing me. I'm so dizzy and I have migranes hahaha. And like, I have an exam and since I was absent for it, I have to take an even harder exam -.- Ugh! And and and, hw hw hw. Yes. My favorite. Well, time to go study and do more productive things than being on the computer. Hahah, bye. Oh! And tomorrow's picture day. I need help from Hanbin hahaha. -.- And texting Donna tomorrow! I haven't talked to you since like... last last weeeek. I misss youuuu! <3

I love the weather.

Except I'm dying in bed.



SO UNNECESSARY.

I'm an outrageously

pissed off bitch. I am so annoyed to the point where I want to smack the shit out of you. Whatevers tho. Idgaf. It's on you. Anyways, today was alllright (: Hung out with Jordan Baron, then I got ditched even though I was so nice and stood with him in the long ass line in mcdonald's talking about our fantasy promise, then went to Gabbbby and Johnny. It was fun fun fun. Then we walked to Starbucks from Fullerton after seeing DBHS lose to our varsity football team. Ugh, dude. So annoying! I can't believe you would say that to my bfff thinking that I wouldn't know. Lame. Lame. Lame. I don't even give a shit about you anymore! -.- Anyways, today PSST performed our club rush pieces (: Hahah yayay. And Alyssa Felipe made me CRACK UP this morning because she greeted me with PTSS! Hhaha, couldn't even get her own future club name right. I like it ;) hahah! And then, yeah. I'm just laid back and going with the flow. I'm realizing my REAL friends now. Although I might be separating with you my bffffflle, I've always got your back little one ;) I love you to death, and no matter what happens, you'll be my numero uno. Hahah <3 And then, Donna! I just love our phonecalls, talking about scandalous shit (: hahaha! And I've gained alot of knowledge today. I have deep thoughts about certain things and I just think it's going to help me throughout my life, throughout all my failures and successes. Well, now I have to take online driving courses so I can get my permit. Not so excited cause everyone says its so BORING! But I guess it's worth it. Well, tooodles everyone <3