Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Survey and update.

Do you like anyone?
Not anymore!

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much, or I love you more than anything?
I love you more than anything (:

Does it piss you off that stupid sixth graders think they're in love?
Hahaha, its cute its cute.

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfect?
Yeah, hahah.

Who was the last person to call you and why?
Mom, so she can pick me up from the mall (:

Anything good happening tomorrow?
Haha, appointments, shopping, dance practice!

Do you know anyone who's done ecstasy?
Many people haha.

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
Holy crap.

Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
I don't think so.

Are you a slut?
Na.

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
Not really haha.

What's more important to you: good grades or having fun?
Both.

Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
Yeah.

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
nah hahaha.

Who is your number one person on your top friends?
Rachel Kim

Have you gotten a detention this year?
Not yet.

Are you happy right now?
Yeah, sure hah.

Did you have a dream last night?
YES hahah.

Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
Nope.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
reasonable level.

Last time you had a headache?
Last night.

Do you have any nicknames?
Claire. the. bear.

Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are?
yeah, ALWAYS (:

Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
I should be after braces.

If you had to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
I don't want to dye my whole head. Just my highlights.

If you had to get another piercing (not ears) what would you get?
belly, lip.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Yeah haha (:

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
Yeahhh.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Usually haha.

What's annoying you?
Getting sick

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
Yeah.

If you ever wanna live to see another day, and you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
Yeah haha.

How important is a sense of humor in a significant other?
Very.

Last December, what was your love life like?
Single?

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Sure.

What do you think of girls who say fuck, or cunt?
I don't really care.

Lost a best friend recently?
Nah.

Do you think relationships are hard?
Yeah.

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
Yes.
HAHA, people remind me of him all the time.

What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
everything.

What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
both.
emotional leads to physical.

Are you good at keeping in touch with people?
Ehh, sure.

Do you go on myspace everyday?
I guess.

What would you do if your ex came to you and said 'i hate you'?
Hahaha, compared to what he did to me?
I really wouldn't give a fuck.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Hahah, yeah.

Are you missing anyone?
Mhm.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I forget.

Have you made any new regrets this year?
Yeah.

Is anyone else in the room with you?
Nope.

How do you feel right now?
Drowsy.

Does anyone call you babe?
Not anymore? haha.

Do you have plans for this weekend?
Mm, yeah.

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
Hahah, not really.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
Yeah haha. Sorta.

What were you doing at 7:00 am?
school.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
7 hours.

Do you know anyone that has been arrested?
Yeah.

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
Hm, like... months ago?
or even like junior high.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
target (:

Last thing you touched not computer-​​related?​​
pen.

What's your biggest concern?
School, sports, ...
my unhealthy diet.

Other than surveying, what are you doing right now?
hw.

Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
Depends.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before. so it heats up! hahah.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
first period.
en fracais 2.

Are you a patient person?
I try to be.

When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
Someone.

Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
Yeah.

Have you cried this week?
Nope.

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
I forget.

Do you think you are a good person?
Hahha, im whatevs.

What does your last incoming text message say?
... i forget.

Will you sleep alone tonight?
Yeah haha.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
Yeah, but I guess its too late.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Nope.

Ever kissed a Casey, Tyler, Ryan, Jordan or Colton?
HAHAH yeah.

Are you excited for anything?
Nope haha.

Did you like anyone last summer?
Yes.

Have you kissed someone in '09 that means a lot to you?
Yeah,

Monday, September 28, 2009

Fuck a bitch

made new facebook.
getting sick. new contacts. OH PLEASE, birthday party was great.
Except I didn't get to see Donnna :(
Sad sad sad. Well, Ill post up pictures cause it's WAY past my bedtime.
well, byeee <3

Friday, September 25, 2009

Hahaha,

well I guess that was useless cause I'm already over it!
Anyways, I'm hoping Daniel Moon would answer to my texts -.-
Actually he does. I just text him at the wrong time haha. Well I wish Donna was here already! She HAS to be with me for a birthday celebration, no? Well, I need to go to school, I'll update on everything later. I know I always say I'll update but this girl's busy as hell. Haha, and I need to get decorations and stuff for the party too -.- Ughhh! Damn it. Anyways yeahh. Good day? (:

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

TODAY

was okay.

hahahha, i want to update an interesting thing.
but there's nothing big in my life .. YET.
hahhaa, well, yeah. Goodnight.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I regret

everything with you.






you are a lying friend.

not so good.


School is alright. Well, off to sleep. Goodnight.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

hehehehehe

fuck.














HAHAHA, sleeeeeping.
quizzes tomorrow -.-

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Meet Me Halfway cause

I don't really know. Four days of breakup! Handling it well I guess. I don't know whether I'm sad that I'm finding out how he's hitting on girls and getting bad reputation or whatever. Even for this breakup, I just wanted to be friends, but I guess sooner or later, karma's going to bite in the ass. Chances? I don't know, I'm confused and frustrated. Pastor John was going to make me say it, but this is so personal for me. Ugh. Where do guys get boosts to ego? You don't even know how I feel about this and you go around... -.- Anyways, yeah. Homework soon. I'm so tired. New haircut!! Haha, with my lovely cousin, Rachel (: Well, yeah, I don't like it haha. But I am satisfied. I can start all over again with my new hair and see where this takes me. I'd take you back, but things may change. And I deserve an apology. NO way, this wasn't my fault at all. I stopped so much shit and look where I ended up. Telling you how I felt was my biggest regret because it made me look stupid -.- whatever, please bring something up. I wish I can turn back in time. Weeeeird huh? Anyways, I fall for assholes, and the players. Ugh, when will this ever change :/ well, byyyyee. hww! call/text!



Friday, September 11, 2009

Break Down

Hm, I've been crying all day and night.
I appreciate certain people that made me feel better.
I just can't believe you lied to me..
It's not like I was going to die if you told me.


Breaking. Down.

Anyways! Donna wants to go to Branding Iron with me! I think I will?!
Idk, or I'm going to Gabrielle's before I start crying again. -.-
Agh, Whyyyyyy.
Then I'll end up at Servite's game?!
Or, troys?!


I do not know.
well, fuck, all the stress and depression is making me lose helllla lot of weight!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

the past 50 days

with you, was like an accomplishment to my life. It felt good, bad, so much feelings circulating in my stomach. I don't care now, about the decisions, but I hope you don't look at me as your ex or the heartbreaker, or whatever, but I want to turn back into the friendship that we had. I hope after all the depressions, and sorrow, everything will turn back, which means, we talk without having troubles, and trying not to think about the minor things about our relationship. Thank you for everything, and even though I can't forget everything we did, I'll just treasure those moments with you somewhere. I don't know what we were thinking, and I know now, how relationships can fuck friendships up.. But I hope that doesn't really get to you. But yeah. I always think of our trips and everything, idk i can't let it go.. i don't want to cry, i want to keep strong, but idk why why why.





2NE1- IN THE CLUB.
But I won't forget. and don't you forget.

DON'TFORGET-DEMI LOVATO.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I'm not perfect

& I'm not going to satisfy anyone. I'm going to do my shit on my own until I get to my destination. I'm going to fall, but I'm going to get back up. Haters get mad cause they know they can't get shit on me. Anyways, I LOVE DONNA LEE. Totally spending so much time with you. I just can't get off the phone when I'm talking to youuuu! Hahaha, well, chinupp for both of us. & we'll solve everything together. Love youuu!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I am trying

for you. I hope you're accepting all this (: Anyways ,I like the song In the Club by 2NE1. I usually don't listen to korean music but yeahh hahha. I love Donna <3 Seriously, we're always down for each other, and she's always there to talk to me. Yay, hahah, I'm muchooo happy (: Yayayayay, well, almost done with hw so yeah. Gots to go babysit! I'll update later. <3

Monday, September 7, 2009

I'M ON MY MONTH OF ...

ugh, the days of bloody sadness and stupid tampons -.- Tomorrow's school! Hopefully I'm getting schedule change again. But I love my sixth period. & Yeah. But oh well. I just want zero with Angelica and then yeah (: maybe I'll get my classes changed to be with gabby too. But I LOVE my English class with everyone. Haha. I'm so tired today. Depressed actually. Idk what to do. Idk what is going on. I got a new straightener and everything! Yeeeahhhhh. Haha, school tomorrow so I'm going to get off.




Haircut soon? Yeah, pretty much.
With Gabby. I've never had a girl do my hair. maybe just once?


byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

I don't know anymore.

I'm at Steven's. Back from a lame day -.- Ugh! Anyways, I'm not ready to let you go.. Hm, I don't want anything to happen. Just like "old days" , you don't get it, don't you? This is so effortless. & I don't know what I'm going to do. Hm, Donna Lee! I'm going lesbo for youuuu (: Hhahaha, I can't wait til our date ;) hahah, I can tell you everything, and you understand me and you always make me feel good. You make me feel like I'm on e (: Hhahaa, lesbo much? Anyways lover, I love you I love you I love you. It's just unfair. Everything's unfair for us. You act like you don't care. You act like I barely exist in your life. I understand what we did wrong and I think we need to improve on our relationship. I want everything back to how it was. You know? I just am so confused and tired. I want to change how we are right now. ANYWAYS, I AM GOING TO BE FIFTEEEEEEEEEEEEN. hahaha >:) Excited, and not excited. But yeah, Definitely stoked for Donnnnnnaa. Birthday sex? (: Hahhaha. Lols, but yeah. Understand me and be there for me ALWAYS. It's not like we always see each other :/ Anyways, yeahhh. I'm outtt.


I need to go shopppping more (:


I love you. I love you. I love you. I just love you.
I am attached. Fudge. -.-
I don't want to let you go.
Well, not yet (:




Byeee <3

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Survey & Update.

Survey with Brian

Okay, newest of the newest questions, ya ready?
C: Yeah.
B: What does that mean?

Anyone you'd bang right now?
C: Hahaha
B: Yeah, haha.

So tell me about your life?
C: It's whatevs.
B: It's aighhht.

Hannah Montana sucks ey?
C: Yeah.
B: Yes.

Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
C: Lmfao, nope.
B: No hahah.

Last person that you were in the car with?
C: Aunt, and the kids.
B: Dad.

What do you think life is about?
C: Idk.
B: It depends.

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
C: Hm, depends?
B: pfft, no.

Heard of the band "All time low"?
C: Yeah.
B: Yes.

Had any dance experiences?
C: Yesyesyes.
B: Yeah.

If you had the chance to shoot someone would you?
C: Yeah. In the fucking head.
B: No. I'm not that mean. <--- Yeah right.

Ever been caught doing something illegal?
C: Yeah.
B: No.

You watch The Simpsons right?
C: Rarely.
B: Sometimes.

Is there a boy you would do anything for?
C: definitely.
B: TOTALLY. (:

Do you give out your number to randoms?
C: Nah.
B: No.

Did you ever think you had the Swine flu?
C: Nope.
B: HAHA no.

Anyone you know being a rat right now?
C: rat?
B: No...

If you could die to save someone you liked would you?
C: Maybe.
B: Yes.

Ever kissed a Robert, Tyler, Ryan, Michael?
C: Yes.
B: HAHAHA NO.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
C: Yeah. Complete ignorance is all I can say.
B: I spent most of my day with Claire -.-

Have you ever been cheated on?
C: I don't think so.
B: No.

When will your next kiss be?
C: Tomorrrrow?! Haha, idk -.-
B: IDK

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
C: Cousins.
B: My dad.

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
C: I guess.
B: LMFAO HAHAHA, WHAT DO YOU THINK

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
C: um, no?
B: Brian wishes.

Are you happy right now?
C: Nope.
B: No. I'm bored.

Whats the first thing you do when you wake up?
C: Check my phone.
B: Stretch.

What are you sitting on right now?
C: Computer chair.
B: I'm not sitting on anything.

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
C: Idk.
B: depends.

A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You tell back?
C: HOLLLLAA
B: Sing the song (:

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
C: Sam?
B: I forgot.

If an ex said they hated you, you say?
C: Hahaha, I should be saying that -.-
B: I don't have an ex.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
C: Autummmmmnn.
B: Winter.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
C: IN N OUT.
B: JO

How often do you get called by someone else's name?
C: Not that often.
B: Not often.

Do you get a lot of colds?
C: Not really.
B: No.

Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
C: Yeah.
B: If I buy matching furniture. <--- not gay at all -.-

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
C: Yeah.
B: No.

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
C: Hollister.
B: Costco.

Are there any posters in your room?
C: There are magazine stuff
B: yeah.

Does anyone hate you?
C: HAHAH, haters can fuck off. Idgaf.
B: Idk.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
C: Depends.
B: Ask yo mom.

What are you doing tonight?
C: Nothing.
B: Sleeeep soonn.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
C: Yeah.
B: Yes.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
C: Idgaf. But I do look like shit.
B: Yeah, idc.

Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
C: No, but I make it obvious.
B: They'd probably know.

Are you in a good mood right now?
C: Nope. Not at all.
B: Yeeeahhh.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
C: Getting my ears done again, belly getting done, my other ears so i have six/five, and then tatttt.
B: yeah.

What is stressing you out most right now?
C: HOMEWORK & relationships.
B: Schhhhhoool.

Are you waiting for a phone call?
C: On the phone (:
B: No haha.

Is there someone you can't help but stare at?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeahhh.

How do you feel about young teenagers claiming to be in love?
C: hm.
B: Idgaf.

Would you ever forgive someone for cheating on you?
C: I don't think so. I hate guys who always talk about girls. -.-
B: Never been cheated on.

Last person you talked to on the phone and how long?
C: Still talking to him haha. Stupid little Brian.
B: Stupid little Claire.

Last words you heard and from who?
C: what? - Brian Kim
B: FAG! - Claire Kim

Don't you hate it when people don't say your name right?
C: Yeah.
B: Idc.

Is there a difference between loving someone and being in love?
C: Idk.
B: IDKKK.

Are you shorter than most of your friends?
C: Hm, not the shortest, but not the tallest.
B: Yeaaah.

Doesn't it annoy you when people use the word 'like' every other word?
C: Hm, idk
B: No, I do it too sometimes.

Do you think guys with long hair are attractive, or do you prefer cleancutt?
C: Idk. I like longer better.
B: Long hair (:::::

Have you ever fallen asleep in a boyfriends/ girlfriends arms?
C: Um. Yeah.
B: No.

Have you ever just felt like you could cry an ocean?
C: Hahhaa, nah.
B: No, wtf

How long do you spend on your hair each day?
C: About an hour... even more.
B: Not even a minute.

When was the last time you got your hair done?
C: Hm, two months ago?
B: IDK

Is there a person in your life that you know you'll never forget?
C: Yeah.
B: CLAIRE (:

Do you ever wish you were a different race?
C: YES
B: Yes hahha.

Have you ever been pushed into a pool?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeah.

Have you ever known a 'dumb blonde'?
C: Myself. hahha
B: Uhhh.. the one next to me in French class. She's so retarded, she pisses me off.

Did you see your best friend today?
C: Hm.
B: CLAIRE.

Do you believe that highschool relationships ever make it ?
C: It can.
B: No.

Does anything on your body hurt?
C: Nope.
B: My ribs hurt like a dick -.-

What can't you wait for?
C: I don't know :/ Birthday?
B: Nothing yet.

Is this the best year of your life?
C: Hm, nah.
B: Hmmm.. I can't remember so.. Idk.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
C: I don't think so. Idc.
B: No.

What is something you currently want right now?
C: Him him him...not him. jk.
B: CLAIRE <3

Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
C: Yeah, on my arm.. SAM KOO.
B: YEAH CLAIRE PUNCHED ME TODAY >:(

Did you kiss/hug anyone today?
C: Sadly, no.
B: no.






Okay, so yesterday was MORP and yaddaddaaddadada yeahhh. And yeah, it was okay (: I had my fun, I guess. I'm having the doubts of losing friends and whatnot -.- Hm, idk. Anyways, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP <3 YAYAYYAYA. Except idk what to do so yeah. I am hoping, something interesting will happen. Yeah yeah yeah. & surprises! (; Anyways, I missss youuu and yeahhh. Idkkkk what's happening but I'm always depressed and sad about everything. Ugh, help! And the whole IGNORING. Well, idc. I guess. It's effortless relationship. Anyways, I have homework hahaha. but I found another survey I'd like to do with Brian Ugly Cat Kim. <3 Hahah.





Do you miss anyone?
C: Yeah.
B: CLAIRE! Hahha, nah.

What woke you up this morning?
C: Nothing.
B: My dog.

What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
C: Camping.. Hm, Gabbbbbby (:
B: I forget.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
C: Nah.
B: Hopefully not.

Will you be a strict parent one day?
C: Probably.
B: If I had to.

Are you an alcoholic?
C: Nope.
B: NO.

Scars and bruises are a sign of alcoholism.
C: wtf?
B: Bullcrap.

Did someone make you smile lately?
C: I guess.
B: CLAIRE (:

Do you like to cuddle?
C: Yeah, I guess.
B: Yes.

What was the last thing you drank?
C: Water.
B: Milk.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
C: Yeah, but idk about the other person.
B: Yes.

What is in your backpack right now?
C: Nothing.
B: Uhhhh, my binder and notebook.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
C: Already have.
B: Yeeee... NO.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
C: Yeah...? I forgot.
B: Claire did. ew.

Do you prefer dark or light hair on the opposite sex?
C: Depends.
B: Depends on how good it looks.

Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
C: No.
B: Nope.

Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
C: Nope.
B: Nope.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeah.

Do your actions ever scare you?
C: Not really.
B: No.

Ever lied to make someone feel better?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeah.

Did you forgive the person who hurt you the most?
C: Nope, Idk if I ever will.
B: I can't remember.

Are you a good listener?
C: Yes. (:
B: Yeahhhhh.

How far away are you from the person you like?
C: Hm, not too far.
B: Idk where she lives.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
C: Uhhh... Yeah.
B: Kinddaa.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
C: Nope.
B: No.

Would you ever shoot up heroin, if given the chance?
C: Maybe.
B: NO -.-

Are you waiting for someone to call you right now?
C: On the phone.
B: Already on the phone ^^

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
C: Mine.
B: Mine.

Has someone ever broken your heart?
C: Hm.
B: No.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
C: Nope.
B: No.

Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
C: Uhhhh..
B: HAIILLL NO WTF

Did you have a dream last night?
C: Yes.
B: Yeah.

Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
C: duh.
B: Yeah.

Do you flirt with people while in a relationship?
C: I try not to.
B: No.

Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut?
C: No.
B: Nope. <-- but he really is.

Are you talkative?
C: I can be.
B: Only at school.

Do you know anyone with a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand?
C: YES. UGHHH
B: YEAH

Do you think making out is slutty?
C: No -.-
B: Nope, that's stupid.

Would you go out with someone if they asked right now?
C: Not now. Not anymore.
B: Yeaaah.

Have you ever liked someone that was in a relationship?
C: Yeah.
B: No

How do you feel about school?
C: It's okay.
B: It's tiring.

Do you straighten your hair?
C: Yeah. Most times.
B: Mine's permanently straight.

Can you play pool?
C: I would suck.
B: Not too well.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
C: Brian.
B: Claire.. and still talking.

Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
C: karma's a bitch, but yeah.
B: KARRRMMMA

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
C: Yes.
B: Hm, nope. <--- definitely unpopular.

What did you do today?
C: Church. So boring.
B: Dentist, then church.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeeeee... NO.

Which shoe do you put on first?
C: My right..
B: IDKKK.

How fast does your mood change?
C: really fast.
B: Not fast.

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeah.

Do you like hugs?
C: yeah.
B: Ocassionally.

Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
C: yeah,
B: Not really.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
C: yeah.
B: no.

is it easy to make you cry?
C: Not anymore.
B: No.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
C: No.
B: no..

Is there someone you're stupid about?
C: what!?
B: whaddaddaa what?

Has a song ever made you cry?
C: Yeah.
B: Not crying, but sad.

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
C: yeah.
B: yeah.

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
C: Yes.
B: Yeah.

Who was the last person you said goodbye to that you really didnt want to?
C: I didn't even say bye.
B: I can't remember.

Do you find smoking attractive?
C: depends.
B: I dont' find it unattractive, but not attractive.

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you are upset?
C: My girls, and boys. VV hahah.
B: CLAIRE! (:

Did you waste your time on a boy/girl?
C: Yeah.
B: Yeah.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

These days,

I've been having troubles trying to find myself in the middle of all the shit that's just laying there in my life. Seriously! And yet, Donna is the only one that gets me, and knows what to say to make me feel better. I can't wait toooo DONNNNAA! My birthday is going to be like the night I'll NEVER forget. Cause it's with youuu ;) ew, yeah. we're like sounding like lesbianns hahaha. You totally ktfo-ed on me hahaha, like two days ago. anywayssssss! i can totally lean on you anytime and i'm glad i have someone like youu hahaha. So today was the first day of school... hm, nothing really exciting. hahah, its just whatever yakno? & then went to dbhs to get sam's dance form signed. I think these days NO ONE tries to understand me, leaves me hanging. -.- Ugh. Seriously, I have to figure my shit out. & i hate it hate hate hate it. You don't even care. You don't even ask. You think you got it all easy. Well, sighhhh. It's just not fair. i have to sleeeeep soon so yeah. Done bloggging?! I want excitement in my life, looking forward to every single day ahead of me.. I guess that's just gone. & this guy owes me $2.25. I have to write that down to remind myselfff hahaha! Anyways, even thought I'll always love you, I think that you think I'm just here to keep you company and whatnot. And it just doesn't ANNOY me,it makes me doubt and stuff. Anyways, I'm a carefree person, and I try to keep it that way. Whateverrrrrr -.- Fuhhreals. I need DONNNNNNAAA. hahaha, anyways, yeah. I'm trying to meet new people who can keep it real with me. Someone who'll be there to know that something's wrong without asking me. rareeee friends! :/ well, yeah. Offff to bed or whatnot. Byeeeeee (: