What a fucken bust!

School's starting soon, and I'm not prepared, that's for sure. I'm so bored of life, I don't even know how I'm supposed to live it to my fullest. I want to move! Far, far away. Okay, scratch my last post. I don't even want a boy to begin with. Why? Because our differences fuck things up every single time. There was no time that I had to freedom to even actually give a shit about my relationships, cus I don't think none of my boyfriends even liked me, LOL. Sad shit. But anyways, I've always wanted to perfect boyfriend, ever since the last one. But then if I come to think of it, how the hell would I get a boyfriend when everyone just runs their mouths about me and goes off telling everyone some random shit about me? The guys just agree, but they can't back their shit up! -_- Ugh whatever. I'm currently just pulling myself back from falling hard for someone. i've got to admit, this one was not a keeper ;) Agh, fuhreals. What should I do. I'm kind of excited for school, but I always regret saying that, hah. Well this is a nice way to start blogging again. I love blog posts. I read everyones, no lie!